"Battle of a Lifetime"

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"It's just a lot to take" he said

by "it" i know he means me

I'm aware of the fact thats it's complicated

by "it" i know i mean me

I tell him that I think it's chemical

thats my stance on it this week

i still don't know how the subject came up

how I find myself explaining to him

that which I spend so much time trying to explaine to myself

the disorder is in my veins, my mind and my heart

I tell him that it is like fighting yourself

for the right to your own life

I'm fighting myself for my life

he looks at me like he knows what I mean

I prey that he does not

because that would make it logical

and that might make it real

I get into my own car and drive away

wondering why I told him this

I decide that it is because if I can make one person understand

if one person knows what I go through

then if something really goes wrong

if the disorder wins

then one person will know why...

He tells me it's a lot to take

by "it" I hate that he means me
Posted in Poetry
by MissConduct


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