How many times can you be a disease
How many times can I stand on my knees
How many thoughts can I pass with the light
How many shots can I drink til its right
How many faces can fall to the floor
How many times will I come back for more
How many lines can I scratch with my pen
How much you bet that Ill do it again
How many times will I sleep on the couch
This bed is too big and yet I fall out
How many days do I wake up enraged
How many nights do I rot in my cage
My eyes are so clear, so clean and so dead
How many times am I lost in your head
Assuming I sleep Ill see you in there
How many times do I think that I care
So what if its all a mess, I can clean it, I swear
How many times will I think that you care.
Every night, I can take it, I swear
What made me think there would be something there.
And here we sit. Just you and I.
Visions of something that never knew why.
Here I sit, just me and my drink.
Cuz fuck me for thinking these thoughts that I think.
These thoughts that I think.